turning 18th!!

23rd of May 2012..

WOW!! i'm turning 18th! became older ==" (that's the first thought when im awake that day)

as always, i'm awake in the morning to goto the atlas, gym!! kkk~

when i'm in yoga class, my phone got silent and there was something weird! my friends (ben,nella,nancy) and my mom called me. i got 11 missed calls..

then i called back my mom, and she says elisa was called her at house (and the real nella was calling ._.) i feel something weird then i quickly goto home!! and nella called me when i were in taxi ontheway home.. she didnt hear that i was otw home, she thought i were still at atlas! so she and nancy waited for me at atlas for a several minutes to give me a present(wow so cute :3).. but exactly I just arrived at home that time.. so we didn't meet at all.... (I'm really sorry for that guys:()

after tat i never thoght that we would meet again cause in the evening i hang out with melda,ote and kaspe...

But Suddenly..... THEY CAME TO MY HOUSE!! and it really surprised me! (jeffry was coorperated with them, huh --") 

first, they told me to blow the candle ( tapi gada lilinnya disuru pura-pura hahaha lol!! =DD)

and then the cake was already at my face ugh(awas kamu nguuu wkwkwk) setealh itu pun semua langsung nyiram dengan bahan-bahanyang ada, kecap asin, telor, body lotion, minyak goreng, tepung kanji... so njijikiii :&

and this is the photo...

SUPER THANKS TO MY BELOVEDE BEST FRIENDS!!!

nancy,elisa,nella,nguxe,ben,jeffry!!

and they also gives me an adorable present! 

leopard dress and leopard heels!!

SUPERB THANKS AGAIN REMPONGERS!!

Love love and  love you all!! <3

After that i got with my girls to sutos!

and i got a surprised to from them!!

Thanks for the cakes, thanks for the "kejahilannya"

they made me rewindd the same action last year!

minta selamet dari orang-orang di sutos dengan dandanan dikuncir-kuncir di coretcoret +KEPLEK

omona~

REALLY  A GREAT BIRTHDAY, A BLAST BIRTHDAY

THANKYOU ALL

THANKYOU FOR MY BESTIES

THANKYOU FOR REMPONGERS
THANKYOU FOR MELdA PE OTE

LOVE YA GUYS!! <3

*smooch and hugs*

you really made my day :')

After a long time....

yeah, finally i'm BACK! B)
i didn's post anything in a few months cause i don't have any idea to write..
school's assignments and tests make me crazy.
but now i'll post if i have time :)

ah ya! visit this site guys! this site is abot my class!
MY INSANELY GREAT CLASS

LOVE YA!! :*

sahabat!

sahabat? 

menurut kalian apa sih sahabat itu?

seseorang yang selalu ada saat kamu sedih dan bahagia :')

seseorang dimana kita saling berbagi

seseorang yang men support kita

yes, that's right!!

buat aku sahabat adalah segalanya :D

tanpa mereka semua gak ada tawa yang sampe bikin perut sakit, gak ada kekonyolan-kekonyolan

gak ada semuanya deh!

gak ada temen cerita

gak ada temen jalan..

A friend hears the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails.-- Anonymous

aku seneng banget sekarang aku punya banyak sahabat yang seru-seru, gila dan semuanyaaa deh! <3

i"ll say thanks to God cause He brought all my besties come into my life ang make my life more colorful :*

"The rain may be falling hard outside, but your smile makes it all alright. I'm so glad that you're my friend. I know our friendship will never end." 

menurutku sahabat lebih berharga daripada pacar. 

pacar bisa ninggalin kamu tapi sahabat gak akan ngebiarin kamu terpuruk sendirian

pacar berkata bohong untuk menyenangkan hati kita, sahabat berkata jujur untuk membuat kita lebih baik dari sebelumnya

(gak ada maksud buat bilang pacar itu ga penting loh! pacar juga penting tapi jangan sampai gara-gara pacar kalian putus hubungan dengan sahabat kalian :D)

and the laaaassttttt.....

buat semua sahabat-sahabat akuuuuuuuu ( yang ngerasa ya :p ga bisa nyebutin satu")

akuuuuu saaaayyyaaannggggggg kaliaaann semuaaaaa <3<3

sick of school

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!

fiuh.. pengen banget teriak kayak gitu, rasany sumpek banget

sekolah suram, di rumah gak ada bagus"nya, banyak pikiran dan GALAU tiap hari dan tiap malam

grrrr..

oke minggu ini semua hasil ulangan di bagi ==' (like a hell week with a little bit shock when the teacher bought a bunch of paper into class ==')

ya kimia,kwn, sejarah oke lah masih tuntas ( ini bener'seneng, yang penting tuntas o:) )yang gawat MATEMATIKA! wth! udah di remed, remed nya gak isa pula -_____- beneran amsiong sama yang namanya INTEGRAL 

waktu ngerjain remed nya tadi; pertama liat soal nomer 1,'oke gampang, seett sett sett nomer 1 ketemu hasilnya, langsusng beralih ke nomer 2 awalnya lancar begitu gak nemu" jawabannya -> langsung panik  dan akirnya nge blank sampe nomer terakhir!! what a stupid!!

beneran, aku udah gak niat sekolah! pusing ketemu guru-guru yang tiap hari ngasi tugas dan ulangan.

this year is the last year for me in this high school!!i love all my friends and the teenagers life in here, but i REALLY hate all ASSingmentand TESTS!

it's just take a few months again and i will be a college student! ( but until now i still confused what faculty that should i take :( )

oke! just a few months again!! FIGHTING!!

because i miss you..

늘 똑같은 하늘에 늘 같은 하루
neul ttokgateun haneure neul gateun haru
그대가 없는 것 말고는 달라진 게 없는데
geudaega eomneun geot malgoneun dallajin ge eomneunde
난 웃고만 싶은데 다 잊은 듯이
nan utgoman sipeunde da ijeun deusi
아무일 아는 듯 그렇게
amuil aneun deut geureoke
웃으면 살고픈데
useumyeon salgopeunde

그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo

보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요
ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo
오늘도
oneuldo

난 보낸줄 알았죠 다 남김없이
nan bonaenjul aratjyo da namgimeobsi
아니죠 아니죠 난 아직 그대를 못 보냈죠
anijyo anijyo nan ajik geudaereul mot bonaetjyo

그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo

보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요
ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo
오늘도
oneuldo

하루하루가 죽을 것만 같은 어떻게 해야 해요
haruharuga jugeul geotman gateun eotteoke haeya haeyo

사랑해 사랑해요 그대를 사랑해요
saranghae saranghaeyo geudaereul saranghaeyo
말조차 못하고서 그대를 그렇게 보냈네요
maljocha motagoseo geudaereul geureoke bonaenneyo

미안해 미안해요 내말이 들리나요
mianhae mianhaeyo naemari deullinayo
뒤늣은 내 고백을 그댄 들을 수 있을까요
dwineuseun nae gobaegeul geudaen deureul su isseulkkayo
사랑해요
saranghaeyo

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TRANSLATION

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Always under exactly the same sky, always exactly the same day
Other than your not being here, there’s nothing different at all
I just want to smile, want to forget everything
Just like absolutely nothing has happened, smiling to live my days

Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you
Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

I thought I’d let go, not leaving anything behind
No, no, now I still can’t let you go
Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

Everyday, everyday, it feels like I’m gonna die, what should I do?

Love you, love you, I love you
I hadn’t even spoken the words, I just let you go
Sorry, sorry, do you hear my words
My late confession, can you hear it
I love you

*this song really mean it to me, touching banget. :') tiap dengerin lagu ini pasti langsung ngerasa sedih soalnya pas banget sama yang aku rasa sekarang. intinya ini lagu galau yang bagus banget :)

want to listen it? download here

goodbye

time passed away

and i just stay here

alone and scream

waiting for the soul i love

eventhough i know he'll NEVER come

but i'm just waiting

i feel like the stupid person ever

i hate myself

i hate how i turned into a dumb

waiting for something that'll never be happen

leaving the happiness that i had before

i'm frustrated, i'm exactly in desperate

i lost in the dark and never found way to back

i'm sick with all of these pain

i'll be finishing this waiting and just go away

dissapear with the dark

and now, for the last time i would say

GOODBYE..