d.e.c.i.s.i.o.n

hard.

to make a decision is too hard for me. could you imagine it, when you must choose between your bigest dream and your parents want.

i didnt know what should i choose

i  really want to chase my dreams but i also dont want to make my parent disappointed.

the older you get, many decisions to be chosen.

*sigh*

i just want to back to my childhood

i just want to back where my life seems more better than now

nowadays, seems like a dooms day for me

and the most painful is I'M ALONE. yes, alone.

i feel so alone to face these horrible things

sounds so pathetic, huh?

a lonely girl with many horrible things 

this world is like a devil. 

(i feel like i didnt know what i just wrote ._.)