hard.
to make a decision is too hard for me. could you imagine it, when you must choose between your bigest dream and your parents want.
i didnt know what should i choose
i really want to chase my dreams but i also dont want to make my parent disappointed.
the older you get, many decisions to be chosen.
*sigh*
i just want to back to my childhood
i just want to back where my life seems more better than now
nowadays, seems like a dooms day for me
and the most painful is I'M ALONE. yes, alone.
i feel so alone to face these horrible things
sounds so pathetic, huh?
a lonely girl with many horrible things
this world is like a devil.
(i feel like i didnt know what i just wrote ._.)
